memory-與鍵盤的對話。

早上五點多哭著醒來，夢到我回到考潭的爺爺家， 在大廳裡面爺爺走進來，坐在習慣的位置上，旁邊坐著奶奶。 一進去看到爺爺就抱著他，很開心他的樣子比住院前豐潤許多， 一心以為爺爺好了耶！和以前以樣。抱著他說：爺爺，你終於可以回家了。 眼淚不停的流，奶奶也哭了。跟爺爺說我們一起去外面散步， 走著走著，聊著聊著，後來不知道發生什麼事，我一直叫爺爺不要走。 哭著醒來了，我知道爺爺走了，一大早打電話給媽媽， 媽媽說昨天爺爺回家後，一直等到叔叔他們來，就走了，妳沒回家，爺爺去看你， 那就好了。 奶奶過世那麼久，我竟然還夢到她，她是不是真的在等爺爺一起走。 希望他們可以一起相伴，兩人路上才不孤單。 今年夏天，我最後一個爺爺也走了。 -- Bye Bye Mariah Carey This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye As a child there were them times I didn’t get it but you kept me alive I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes It’s something more than saying “I miss you” But when we talked too All them grown full things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There’s so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face *I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like “I wish I could talk to you for awhile” “I wish I could find a way try not to cry” As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I’ll give the whole world to see your face And I’m bragging right next to you It feels like you gone too soon The hardest thing to do is say bye bye* (Bye Bye 3x) Bye bye And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done And you never got to see me back at number one I wish that you were here to celebrate together I wish that we could spend the holidays together I remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong That you can make it through whatever It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever (Repeat*) This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will never say bye (Repeat*)